I don't have to dream, reality is beautiful.

It's already the 2nd month of 2010! Why do I feel that time moves faster as years go by - I probably dread growing older. *sigh* TWENTY tis year, more like in 3 months' time. how old is that.

Haven't been exactly productive lately. But since when is Deidre productive -.-

All I've been doing is goin out everyday, chilling n eating n drinkin. Everyday fun, no responsibilities.

Wow man, pretty fcked up life to me.

Anyhoo, I'm almost all set to leave. Did major packing saturday afternoon. I'm probably only half way through come to think of it, still one more luggage to be filled with my junk - the amount of heels I have, probably bringing a quarter of them. N bags, n accessories n skincare n cosmetics. omg, save me!

Got errands to run, but i'm procrastinating. Will do it Monday.

Lazy sunday.

Kisses. ♥

Cloud 9. I like u, a lot.

I'm sorry this blog is dead. Not really in the mood to update, I'm leaving in 3 weeks! :(

no CNY no valentine's. I have all the right to be down. GRRR.

Anyhow, everyth's good if u're wondering! Just... If only time would slow down a lil.

Dreading every day.

Kisses. ♥

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Deidre is back from her 9-day trip!

Totally worn out and down with cough n flu! Needin a few days to recuperate.

Dooms day is tomoro! FML.

Kisses. ♥

It was awesome spending time with you the past days. :)

I'll be back soon! holly holly day. partyyy parta-tay.

p/s: listen to Late Night Alumni's latest album. u gotta love it.

Kisses. ♥

:)

I'm so happy with the way everything is now. Really hoping 2010's gonna be a very very happy year!

Happy Happy Happy. I can't describe in any different a way.

Of course, I still have issues to be worried about... and some blue moments, too - That's all part and parcel of life. :)

Keepin fingers crossed.. on smth. I don't want to get my hopes high, else disappointment may hit me hard. It just feels right.. last night. I thought really hard - I say it's too early to decide now. Where is tis leading to? Taking it slow, goin with the flow. Maybe a few guessing games here n there. A few twists would be fun but I'd eventually want it simple n direct. I have an intuition this means a lot to me. - It's strong. Then again, it's just the beginning. Or has it started? Yet.

It's 4am now and I have breakfast date with friends in a few hrs. I better get some shut-eye. Screwed up body clock. Screwed up system. Gotta adjust it to normal, else I'd forever be getting gastric in the wee hours.

I'll be on the plane, to somewhere else. soon :).

Kisses. ♥